Wednesday, 29 September 2010,9:40 pm
I have no idea from when this starts to happen, but I realised that I cannot have a conversation with my sis, SJ for more than 15 mins!The conversation tends to end with her pissing me off with something.
Those things include crying out loud over stomaches and other aches, start to preach her stupid theories and insisting on her way when she is so freaking wrong!
Her numerous seeking attention techniques are driving me crazy everytime I talk to her.
But that is not the main thing of this post.
Here comes the main story.
Both of us were shopping for clothes for her 'Be Yourself Day' in school.
The stupid event is to be yourself and dress what you normally dress.
But she used the entire at home not revising for her PSLE but thinking WTH to wear for the freaking day!
I am like OMG!
You are suppose to dress like yourself but not dress like a model and parade around the school! But I think thats her thougt, able to dress like a model in expensive clothings and showing off to her friends and other people!
I tried asking her about this sickness of hers but she 'explain' herself by saying that she got bad memories about this stupid day the school had came up with.
I can feel that her sickness was caused by her brainless fools schoolmates and classmates!
She must had been teased by these idiots over her dressing or not she will not be so particular about it.
And it struck me that present primary school kids are so freaking superficial and way childish! How can you make fun of people who wear a normal pair of jeans and t-shirt?
I mean it is super NORMAL!
But why cant these kids think this way?
Do they think that wearing branded stuff and dress like princesses equals to good fashion sense?
I seriously don't think so.
Nowadays parents are getting richer, leading to richer kids with smaller brains.
They feel that people who do not wear branded goods are as good as beggers since they are 24-7 surrounded by these brands!
All I could say is that I suddenly love my era very very much!
Because we don't look at the outside but more on the inside when making friends!
I can firmly say this as I must confess till this day I am still a fashion disaster.
But I was able to make real friends above all these clothings thingy.
So I would like to know if primary school kids start to treat people this way, wherbey they make friends based on their wealth.
How on earth are they gonna find real true friends like us?
They laugh, tease and taunt at people who are poorer, making them feel like freaks.
Is this the way how rich parents teach them or should I say as rich parents are too rich to have time to teach their children these kind of things.
I really feel sorry for children in this generation as I doubt they will be able to find someone who they can relate to in their entire life.
SJ is starting to scream and shout her heads off again, stopping my mood to type, so will stop here~
Friday, 30 July 2010,6:07 pm
Haiz..... DUno is it me or wad but feel like pressure is piling up each day....Maybe I am still not very use to going to sch so cant really take the pressure man~
Since sch starts, everything has been piling in man....
The whole month of Aug which is supposed to be my fav month turn into a nightmare....
2nd week and maybe last week of Aug will hab test.....
Den on 2nd n 3rd week of Aug hab to hand in assignments....
OMG lah!
I am like not here nor dere and all these things starts to come already lor....
Next week is like Aug liao....
Oh man so much work and so little time....
Maybe because of all this shit I treasure everyday like what man...
Also everyday I am getting more and more mentally unsound....
A little bit jiu EMO...
Haiz....
2 days ago duno coz of wad Volcanoe exploded.....
But then duno is it me or wad Volcanoe make it like it is all my fault that she explode....
I am like WTH....
You ask me do this I do like but is the Mosquitoe Queen and MosquitoePrince that are making all the fuss.....
Den wad for u throw your temper at me...
I did wad u wan and in the end I am the one getting shout at
I am like WTF!
Due to this was a little EMO
But tat didnt stop dere lor.....
Dey think I am superman or wad no feeling and temper one....
At night the Mosquitoe Queen was like doing her HW den cant do den
The Mosquitoe King was like asking the MOsquitoe Prince to help
Den WTF the idiot Mosquitoe King went on drama rama
Keep rambling abt why is it always tat kind of WTF excuses....
I was like WTH!
Aft rambling he juz went off
Den Mosquitoe King was like grumbling sae wad:
Erm if i noe I dun need ask u liao
So I tot maybe I go out help will stop all the him from buzzing
BUT NO~
I went to get my dinner to seat down to solve the fucking qn
And I saw the qn its like the way to solve the qn is so simple
Use guess and check
but the asshole Mosquitoe Queen simply is too lazy to go tru all the tedious step...
She think she super smart insist on wanting me to use Algebra to teach her...
I was like it is not taught in the syllabus use liao teacher also dun accept lor
Den the Mosquitoe Queen gave the WTF face think I purposely make her do the long step
I am like WTF man help u still gib me tat FUCKING face of yours
Like GO TO HELL CAN!
Den the FUKCING idiot start to cry can....
Wah lao eh I haven cry u cry first cry wad seh....
Help u find ans u also cry super drama rama can
SUPER DISGUSTING CAN!
Den I told her to use the method den the Mosquitoe King saw her face, den turn arnd and scold me
Keep saying: you show me lah wad is this method come show me lah
His tone like super WTF can......
Keep thinking That I purposely wan the Mosquitoe Queen to go the long way...
Den ok lor I did out the method for her with the ans
The method is so FUCKING easy to understand but
The idiot Mosquitoe King continue his: you show me lah, wads is this I duno show me lah...
I was WTF
Can shut up anot....
Its not like he need to noe, he is not even seating for PSLE can....
As long as the one seating for the exam know can liao wad.....
WTF....
Aft the whole episode went into my room....
Seriously the 2 days of yueng wang-ness seriously start to built in man....
Aft tat tot veri long to whether wan to bother anyone to tok to anot....
Den tot of Angel =)
SO smsed Angel and straight away Angel called...
Super efficent can hahahah =)
Like those hotline super fast....
Lucky the Angel character is super off de
So veri fast jiu pull myself together liao....
THANKS ANGEL =)
Sometimes I really wonder if I am part of this family....
Coz the feeling they give me is like I am family if I am needed....
I think onli GO MI NAM treat me as a family bah...
The rest are like happy or need u jiu treat u like one...
Not happy jiu treat u like a maid....
Use liao jiu throw away and when using still not happy jiu scold....
Seriously this kind of place can hold me no longer.....
The happy pic which I always paint is like fading away veri quickly...
It made me realise that I am the onli idiot who think that this pic will happen....
Since no one believe this will happen den sorry I will not work hard to make this pic come to life either...
Once I am financially capable, I will start leaving my own life, away from all this...
Sometimes I really think that the sentence "family is always there for you" is really crap...
Coz sometimes I dun feel it at all...
I think my other 'family' is so much better coz no arguements or maybe because we meet once a month thats why no chance to argue hahahahah =)
But anyway I still have to endure all this crap and put on a fake face till the time comes
When I can be myself again.....
Hope that this day can come soon =)
But maybe overtime I will change my mind again since I am forever fickle-minded
And think that HOME is still the best place on earth bah...
But currently to me it is not, Just a place for me to eat free food, slp and take money.....
Lastly Thansk Angel for everything =)
Saturday, 10 July 2010,3:00 pm
这几个月来发生了很多事。。。可是我往往没有时间上来这里分享所有发生的一切一切。。。。
可能是懒惰，可能是太累，也可能是别的借口。。。。
今天上来留这篇文章是为了打发时间吧。。。。
而且这里像是废墟，已经没有人上来这儿了。。。
这可不见是一件坏事因为我能尽情的写不用怕任何人看见 =)
首先，要说的是，我本来要做一件非常需要胆量才能做的事。。。
可是，经过一些朋友的劝说我打算打退堂鼓。。。。
那时所拥有的勇气全部都消失了。。。。
它们都不知道飞去哪里了。。。
所以我不知道我该不该继续向我以前打算的哪样前进。。。
可是当我在考虑这个问题时，‘他’出现了。。。
‘他’让我犹豫要不要继续我的计划。。。
当我和‘他’在一个空间时，‘他’让我觉得‘他’好自在。。。
我不用顾虑旁边的一切尽情地和‘他’说话，和‘他’闹 =)
虽然我和‘他’只见过两次面可是每次我都觉得好熟哦。。。
我不知道这会不会是一种长久的感觉还是会像龙卷风一样很快的过，
这应该需要时间来判断吧。。。
可是以现在来说‘他’是其中一个让我打退堂鼓的原因。。。
现在的我每天都期待下一次可以见到‘他’的机会。。。
我觉得很难可是‘他’却觉得一定会因为我手上有一件‘他’想看到的东西=)
虽然心底很想很想立刻见到‘他’可是还是让一切随缘吧。。。
Sunday, 2 May 2010,5:14 pm
2 months passed~I did not blog was not because nothing memorable occurred, but I am just too lazy to blog.
These 2 months many things happen.....
We celebrated March Babies Birthday and had our April Gathering......
I am going to attend my GRADUATION ceremony, maybe going to Taiwan with The Antz and I PASSED my BTT....
Meaning I can start learn to drive when I am free from work....
Oh ya I am also working....
If anyone is stalking my facebook, they would have know why I love the April Gathering so much....
Because there was a special appearance of 3 very rare members =)
I hope they could come often.....
Yups my graduation is coming quite excited for it....
Was planning to take a 'FAMILY' picture with them...
But things are cropping up so I hope I am able to do so~
Its gonna be memorable so I really hope they will give me 'face' to come =)
For Taiwan I hope its gonna be cheap so i can go =)
BTT I have to end work before I start but work only ends on 15th June....
Please come quickly~
Want to share with anyone who see this post about an ASS-HOLE I met....
Many would have know who the ASS-HOLE is......
Simply a disgusting person who is such a pain in the ass....
Makes me feel so outcasted....
I did not do anything to her but her words made me feel unwelcomed.....
If you are not happy with me why give me an opportunity to work with you?
Or do you just need some punching sandbag to be around so that you can vent your anger on?
OMG! why does it sound so like me =s
I think this is retribution bah~
It sucks~
So I think I should just shut my mouth everytime I am with people....
In case I get such retribution from such people again~
SHE SUCKS!
HOW I HOPE I AM THE BOSS AND FIRE THE ASS OUT OF HER!
AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So PISSED!
Anyway~
I had a nice chat with my best buddy ant on the MRT home yesterday =)
She allows me to say whatever I like and I think she is the only one who have the closest picture
who are important to me =)
I am really happy =)
WOMAN if you happen to see this post, just want to tell you THANKS so much for listening to my stories of people who I cannot live without!
Be prepared to be suprised during Graduation Hahahahah =)
Lazy to write liao lah!
I am doing something big for this month's gathering so hope it works =)
Looking forward to the success to it =)
Friday, 5 March 2010,6:23 pm
Things tend to turn the other way when you think everything is going the right way...You never know what is gonna happen in the future...
One minute you may think you have what you want and the next these things just slip away....
Everyone know my temper...
Bad as always but is it the 'bad' at the peak??
I think not.....
I have a feeling that the level of 'bad' which I think my temper is, is too high to be seen by anyone or myself....
I think if it is gonna happen, relations will be lost and anything that had happened will be completely forgotton...
Not worth the memory space to remember any happy moments....
I have such thoughts over and over again....
But everytime I just give myself some dumb hapy moments to push away such thoughts
Thinking that is my own selfishness to have such thoughts
But is it really me????
I really sometimes wonder....
I really hope this time round I will be able to convince myself that everything is my fault
And treat as if nothing happens
I really hope so
But this time round the feeling is stronger than I think I can handle
If I really change I hope I will not regret....
Beware the highest level of temper may be out.....
A new me may appear bah
I really dont know.....
Sunday, 7 February 2010,12:18 pm
好快哦！一年就酱过了
你从我们身边悄悄地离开
可是在这一年里，
我们是多么地想念你
不知道是不是只有我而已，
我是多么希望你能像以前一样久久出现在我们身边
把这一切的一切都化为梦
让我们回到以前的快乐
可是昨天去看你时
我知道这一切都不可能了
你已经一个人到了另一个世界
在那里等待我们过去
这一等可能十年，二十年，甚至是七十年
可是我相信当我们都到了那
你将会在那里迎接我们
带我们参观那新的世界
让我们又像以前那样快乐的玩在一起。。。
不知你是佛还记得
我去年没跟大家一起去看你
对于这件事我想跟你说声对不起
之后也没有去看你
希望你不要生气
昨天在你面前吵得要死
希望你不会觉得烦
我还是不习惯对着你说话
可是相信我， 我会去慢慢习惯的
希望昨天跟你 update 的事没漏掉什么
明年当我们在去看你时，我会带着根多的 updates 给你
你一定要期待哦！
直到明年再见了朋友~
你永远会活在我们的心里~
你也不要等得太久而忘了我们！
Monday, 18 January 2010,1:10 pm
To summarize wad I hab been doing for the past 1 monthWas basically celebrating Xmas parties one aft another
Celebrating Bdaes and the brand New year
And not forgetting doing projects and running stalls at bazaars =)
Never really blogged abt Xmas parties coz I was thinking of uploading all
My presents pics but who noes my dear angel Amanda
Keep 'hiding' from me hahahha
Didnt meet me in sch
Until yesterday hahahaha =)
I think she is sick of me pestering le =)
So here are the nice gifts I got =)
Love them alot seriously
All contain the loves of my life
Woots to all my angel =)
Thank You Angel Amanda for the Pooh =)
Thank You Angel Cherie for my Korean Lao Gong Kim Hyun Joong =)
Thank You Angel Pui Eh for those Alcoholic Chocolates =)
Love them so so so much =)
Oh Ya not forgetting Miss Cheryl for her cool door gift and Xmas card =)
Love them =)
Angel Amanda's Gift =) Full of Pooh =)
Angel Cherie's Kim Hyun Joong=) All the way from Hong Kong =)
Angel Pui Eh de Alcholic Chocolates =)
Miss Cheryl's Cool Door Gift =)
Other den Xmas also went to celebrate New Year at CCK Mac hahaha =)
Not a veri high event but still consider a warm event =)
Den comes Lixia's Big 21 party!
Enjoyed it to the Max=)
Hope the number of ppl I managed to call to attend is of satisfaction =)
The gift too hope she likes it =)
Drawn by the artist Cherie and card drawn by co-artist Wanting
hahahahh =)
It is filled with loads of love from all of us so hope you will like it =)
One last thing
PLEASE FORGIVE US!
Sorry we pang seh you the next day
Sorry for giving you a big shock
Sorry for all the mess we caused
Hope you wun be angry.....
Blog ending on the last note with Mina
Hahhahahah =)
Mina loves shopping for clothes
So in order to quench her thirst for shopping
I came up wif a planWhereby I let her try on the clothes
She like den take a pic of her in it
Kinda lame but tat actually stop her from bugging us
To buy it for her...
LOVE the little white dress =)
The Princess one looks funny...
Hahhahaha =)
Enjoy =)
Princess Mina... Looks freaking odd.....
The nice white one which I myself love alot =)
The a little odd black dress hahahah =)