Dame Fed-Up!
Monday, 19 January 2009,5:50 pm
Its been 20 days since i last posted a post on my blog
Seriously duno whether is it i lazy or buzy
Juz dun seem to find the time to blog
Even if exciting things hab happen
I also lazy to write here n share wif everyone
Today also coz i wan to vent my anger den come up here de
If i dun vent my anger veri difficult to concentrate doing my EBA.....
My grp had decided to go wif having the bazaar which NP organised
Firstly I am one person who rather do manual stuff den write reports
N I like to have a sense of acheivement aft the entire the ECD module
As ECD stands for enterprise
Hence by setting up a stall in the bazaar will den like let me feel tat
I had gone tru ECD rather den juz writing a report tat is made up de
Coz as everyone noes
I like to set up a stall
N go all crazy in the middle of the operation
Like on tat dae
I was reali reluctant to tok to customers
At the beginning and at the end of the operating hrs
Coz at the beginning i haven warm up
N at the end i already use up all my 'high-ness' le.....
I dun blame my grp mates if dey find tat their leader here is dame bloody useless
But I am like tis leh
Dun feel high at first but as time go by get higher n higher
Until i start to become 'low'......
Like when i 'low' i will find it a pain in the neck to approach ppl
But when i am 'high' i dun mind raising my banner high above my head and walking arnd
To attract ppl de attraction of my products
I am always tis weird
So my grp on tat day reali tasted my weird-ness
Reali paiseh
Hai dem taste my weird-ness leh
So to me i reali enjoy the entire process wif my grp
Even if we didn't earn anything....
Tat day i was also reali stress when nobody come buy our stuff
Coz before tat day
My members were all thinking of celebrating wif the money we earned
But tat day close to ending we still losing money so I was dame stressed up
Coz i feel tat i had let dem down for not earning and worse still
Hai dem lose money when dey tot dey could earn
I was reali disappointed wif myself and if i could tat day scream my head out
But luckily my grandma came by
And bought almost all my remaining hampers
Like tat den we got a bit of the profit.....
I feel tat my grp had done a veri gd job at the bazaar
N i feel tat we had not chosen the wrong choice for having a stall at the bazaar
But i reali feel freaking irritating is tat i cant stand ppl
Who thinks tat we had made a wrong choice.....
I mean everyone has given their best and everyone enjoy it
So i think we didn't make the wrong choice
Juz because we met a few obstacles along the way
Does not meant tat we do not enjoy the process...
Maybe is coz our thinking is reali different
Hence ppl simply dun understand tat the satisfaction is not able to earn profit anot
Is wad we learn form the entire process......
Ppl cant juz sae we had made the wrong choice coz we didnt profit
N had to ask ppl arnd us to buy from us
I reali duno lah
I juz think tat ppl cannot anyhow make a conclusion
I mean i am one such person
So i dun mind i hear it
But I dun like the fact tat it was heard by my members
Coz dey dun deserve tis kind of statement....
Dey reali had put in alot of effort and i can gurantee dey did not make
A WRONG CHOICE.......
Not aiming tis at anyone but pls try to think before saying something
Coz its reali hurtful to hear my mates, who hab put in a lot of effort,
Had wasted the time which dey hab put in for tis project to be a wrong one
I mean I am a person who tok n never think one
So sae me i got no words to sae
But pls not abt my mates.....
I finish venting le
Seriously i reali did not pin pt anyone
Juz a random thing =)
Members dun forget abt our thurs de
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