Sunday, 31 May 2009,12:40 pm
Yesterday was the best supper I ever ate =)佩珊 wants to thank you guys for listening to her awful poly life
佩珊 wants to thank you guys for sharing your troubles wif her
佩珊 wants to thank you guys for toking crap wif her
佩珊 wants to thank you guys for eating supper wif her at Redhill even though its very late
佩珊 wants to thank you guys for your advices given
佩珊 wants to thank you guys for listening to my troubles
佩珊 wants to thank you guys for giving me another good memory to think of in the future
佩珊 wants to say sorry to you guys for embarrassing you all for laughing loudly
佩珊 wants to say sorry to you guys for attracting stupid attention for my big actions
佩珊 wants to say sorry to you guys for speaking loudly letting strangers to stare at you all
Lastly 佩珊 wants to say you are my bestest friends in the world and no one could replace you all because what we share is something others dun understand =)
佩珊 is really happy because of yesterday =)
Thank you guys for making 佩珊 so happy =)
Thursday, 21 May 2009,7:57 pm
I hab loads of idols!Ppl who me will noe tat my idols are from all over Asia!
For those I really like and like for veri long time,
I will call dem 老公
But for those new comers
I will not use tat term....
I hab been crazy over idols since I am 12
Imagine I hab been crazy for 7 yrs now.....
Tis 7 yrs I change my idols
Most of dem last a few yrs &
Some I onli hab been crazy over dem for a few months =)
Hmm...
Lets start...
7 yrs ago 流星花园 show in Singapore
Fell in luv with F4(Taiwan)
Especially Jerry Yen =)
Like him since den =)
Still like him now lor =)
He still veri charming though he past 30 le =)
Ok ...
Aft tat is local stars from local competitions
But tat do not last long
Coz dey do not last long in showbiz....
Right aft dem will be 爱情零度C
I fell in luv wif Elvin Ng's character in tat show
Aft tat had been crazy over him since den =)
He is the most handsome actor in Singapore lah =)
Aft Elvin will be 飞轮海Coz I watch Hana Kimi and fell in luv wif Wu Zun
Aft tat I watched KO1 and immediately fell in luv wif...
Calvin Chen from 飞轮海!
Though a lot of my frens dun understand why
But I juz find him cute and handsome leh
He also got the brains =)
Calvin Chen rocks
But the rest of the 飞轮海 are also not bad as well =)
Calvin Calvin Calvin (Chants)....
Hab been luving 飞轮海 until now
Still super crazy over dem =)
Continue on my list...
Not long aft Hana Kimi
I was intro to Gokusen by my fren
Watching Gokusen like me like Matsumoto Jun
His Ah Beng role in the show is so attractive =)
He also acted in Hana Yori Dango!
Cool man!
Still like him =)
I realised in it got another shuai ge
Oguri Shun...
His role as Lei is so charming
I like he dress in white =)
But now got abit stop to go crazy over him le
Coz very long never see him &
His charming Lei figure is taken over by another
Hehehe
But still he is shuai in some way lah =)
Aft Jap wave over, I came abt a korea variety show
We Got Married
In it I came to noe Kim Hyun Joong in SS501!
As the show capture the true side of an actor and actress
His true side is so nice =)
He is super nice to his 'wife'
He is super sweet
Tats why I like him
Is his character I like at first
Den aft tat he became Korea version de Lei
Tats when I realise he is shuai de lor
So shuai
Never kan zou yan =)
Still like him
Hope to be able to see him in Singapore
Which will never going to happen lor...
But still
Luv Kim Hyun Joong =)
Den I was intro to a new show Kurosagi!Tomohisa Yamashita the lead in the show
Rocks =)
He is cool and handsome
Full marks for looks =)
Still liking him
Hopefully Kurosagi 2 will hab him =)
Rocks =)
He is cool and handsome
Full marks for looks =)
Still liking him
Hopefully Kurosagi 2 will hab him =)
Lastly...班杰 from KO Sanguo which I am now watching =)
He look ok at the beginning
Coz he wrap an ugly towel over his head
But aft he took it off
He rocks =)
The end!
Tuesday, 19 May 2009,9:46 pm
I come to hate my myself as the days go by....Why am I so annoying?
Why am I so irritating?
Why do I let ppl feel like punching me?
Why am I throwing stupid tempers???
Why Why Why?????
I juz dun understand why.....
These qns hab been bothering me for many days
Duno when dey started but I noe
I am still bothered by it...
I hate myself
I hate the Phui Shan now
I hate every part of me
I HATE IT!
How I hope I can stop being me for a day
Enjoy ebing a person
Who is not so irritating, not so annoying
Someone who everyone pleases to hab....
Someone who do not hab tempers....
If onli I can....
But tat is not quite possible....
WHY?!?!?!?!?!
I am tired being the Phui Shan
I am tired real tired......
Phui Shan GO AWAY!
GO AWAY NOW!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, 3 May 2009,6:59 pm
Everyone muz be thinkingWah siao arg today is 3rd liao I still dreaming, thinking it is 31st
But ppl I am NOT siao
Juz wanna write tis down, to serve as a memory for me
Coz i think 31st was realli a special day for me =)
Tat day in the morning went to play badminton wif Pei Yi, Jing Yi & Siting =)
Had fun playing wif dem
Coz dey really play hard wif u
Not play to 敷衍 u
Tis was wad made the game so enjoyable
Played for 2hrs
But not the full 2hrs
Coz in the middle got take breaks =)
Its really fun to exercise wif ur frens =)
So we made a pact
Going to play badminton every thurs
As long as we are free =)
Tat will be something whihc I will look forward to
For every thurs =)
Den at night went to watch movie wif my 'family'
Tis time round i was lazy
I admit i didnt invite everyone
I am sori
Coz i am tied down to sch & mina
So dun hab time to check on everyone if dey coming anot
So check on a few who r the regulars =)
Ppl noe me will noe who r the regulars
Hehehehe =)
I duno why but i do treasure each time i go out wif dem
Though it was juz 2 weeks ago tat I saw dem
But seeing dem again really make me feel excited
The 2 weeks really seemed really long....
I really hope to go back to sec sch days
Where we meet everday and crap everyday
Tats the time which i really enjoyed myself....
The movie was great
Wif me laughing throughout the show though its not a comedy
The laughter was brought by the movie and also the ppl arnd me
It is when i am wif dem
Den can i laugh till my heart content
It is dem tat let me forget I am a teen but a child instead
It is dem tat let me let my gurad down on 'evil' humans....
Many times my happy memories are always the time
When i spend wif dem
I duno wad magic powers dey hab to make me so happy
But i believe their magic powers are the onli power
Tat can make me laugh when I am down
Their powers made me think of dem when i feel lonely
N not feel lonely anymore...
Dey also allow me to feel tat i had live a life tat has loads of colors
The things which i did wif dem may not be as exciting as some of urs
But dey r things tat really kept me really happy=)
Ever since graduation,
Our gatherings had been wif laughters and no sorrows
It made me feel all the work is worth it
Whenever i plan these gatherings
The planning can be frustrating
But looking at how much dey laugh
Every bad memories are forgotten,
Leaving onli the gd ones behind....
I really appreciate dem
Making me feel happy each time
I duno abt the rest of u
But i feel tat frens are a gd source of stress relief methods
Coz when u r wif gd frens
Dey will chase away all your problems,
Bringing the joy which u think u had lost
I personally find ppl who use their frens
Are disgusting
As a fren shld never do tat...
A fren once told me: " You are a very lucky gal
Living in you Lala world.
Your frens dun betray you
But treat you as a fren"
I agree wif her
Coz the ppl i come into contact to
Never once let me down
Dey made me laugh and cry wif dem
Dey create only gd memories tat can erase all my bad memories....
I hope i will continue to meet gd ppl
But tis is veri difficult
Coz as u grow older, the ppl u meet
R also more EVIL
Onli frens u made during sch days
R ppl who will be dere for u....
I hope things will not change for us now nor
Will it change for us in the future....
To me, veri close frens is as impt to me as a family.....
Not everyone noes who r these veri close frens
N these close frens may not think dey are dem
Coming back to the base line
If u r a close fren u will noe
Who are really impt to me =)
友情万岁！
