Last Day Of Work =)
Saturday, 17 October 2009,8:37 am
Hooray!
Yesterday was my last day of work!
How long hab i waited for tis eh
Super long can...
Anyway I bought chocolates to gib everyone in my office
All the locals onli
Coz u see my company
Got super lot AngMo & dey are not bad looking leh
Budden I juz dun click wif dem
So no pt giving dem any =p
Yups
Started my day wif scanning thick thick invoices....
Like tis is wad I am doing for the past 1 month plus can
Hahhahahah =)
Time flies when I do invoices
Coz veri troublesome
So dun even hab time to think abt time
So time pass veri fast
Hahahha =)
Went to hab lunch wif my department ppl =)
We went to Hans is like 8 of us sitting down
And throwing our orders we wan to our lead
Poor lead look so lost wif our many many
Funny orders
Hahhaah!
Dey were like shoving food at me can
Keep asking u wan tis and tat
U sure u get enough
Dun need paiseh juz order
Den I was still paiseh so I stick wif ordering a norm dish
Hahhahaha =)
Went back to the office
And start to crap wif mt fren at the recept
Hahhahah =)
Can tok super lot when wif her seh
Anything under the sun
Hahhaha =)
Budden reality is cruel
I still need to get back wif my thick thick invoice
Muz finish before I leave mah
Hahhaha =)
Completing tat I was given 3 more piles of invoices
But luckily is thinner stacks
Or not work until 10 also cant go home lor
LOL!
Managed to complete 20 mins before my work ends
So I flew arnd the office to take pic wif
All the ppl in my department
Hhahahahahha =)
Aft tat went wif Siew Wen to meet Tiffani
Hahhaha
The one who left her title to me to be
The Saikang warrior of the company
Went to shop for some stuff before walking to Hard Rock
On our way dere we saw Carrie Underwoods at ION
LOL!
She is like less den 100m away from us can
Went Hard Rock eat and update Tiffani on office stuff
The updates we hab for her is in a long list can
Hahhahah
Budden one thing I dun like
Abt the dinner is tat I keep hearing ppl singing bdae songs seh
I think I heard arnd 10 bdae songs during my 1.5 hours dere
Dots.....
Due to me hahahah
Dey cant do many many stuff
So we went to BK to hab desserts
And OMG
We continue wif the office stuff
Hahahahah
Like I told dem abt my 'entertainment' in the office and stuff
I really laugh till I cried seh
Remembering the idiot scenes
Hahhah =)
Anyway pics of our night at Hard Rock will be up soon
Hopefully
Coz is at Miss Siew Wen dere.....
Muz kop it when she upload dem
Hahhaha =)
Later got dinner wif my beloved 'Family'
Many ppl coming and VIPS to
Hahhaha =)
But I got sore throat so i think I may pass the dinner
By was sipping water and toking crap wif hand signals
Hahhahah =)
Gonna hab real fun tonight
I bet!
Ciao~
Lost~
Saturday, 10 October 2009,4:16 pm
REWRITE
Gonna use proper
Ang Mo this time round....
Have been working since the holiday starts...
Meaning no time for play and meeting up with friends and spending time to coach Mina
But all these seem worth it to me
Since in exchange with all these is money....
At this point make me feel whether I am one person who treasure friendship...
I feel that when I make friends,
Its all due to a motive and not just because I like that person
Even worse I would also feel that I make friends with people I hate
And pretend to be friendly with them.....
I am lost with the reason of why I make friends with each of them
Whether is it motive or whether I really like the person
I don't really know.....
I am also lost with the
definition of real friends....
What are real friends???
I wonder is it I don't have real friends
Thats why I have no idea what real friends are....
I know this may hurt
But thats what I really feel.....
Some times I would feel that it is a bother
I was once told by a person that
I am old enough to differentiate who my true friends are
And are juz friends during this period
And gone after we go our separate ways...
At that point I was still a little confuse
But now I have a rough idea
Which friends whom I am going to lose
When I go my separate ways with them
And its getting clearer...
While working
I learnt alot of things from my friends
Things that I do not see exist when I am in school
It teaches me to be dependant on me
Rather than on others
As you do not know when they are going to stab you
And the one stabbing you
Will be some one close, some one you will not expect...
I learnt to be on my guard always...
Telling lies here and there to protect myself from harm...
I find myself becoming more and more fake each day,
Protraying a different me every now and than
To prevent my true self to be seen
To protect people from using my weakness to hurt me
I hope all this gets me prepared for the real world
The world which I am seeing everyday
I realise how innocent we were in school...
Thinking a little backstabbing is cruel
When the real world is 1000 times worst
It makes me wonder why I am so stupid and immature
I should grow up and prepare myself for the worst
Graduating soon
Real world coming
Goodbye innocent and immature me
Hello the new me!
In this world
No one will know the true me
Either they do not want to know
Or they cannot know...
Up till now
NO ONE knows what I really feels at different situations
Including those who have such confidence to proclaim they knows me
Really well
Have not a single who is the real me....
Drawing a conclusion
Have I change or am I just tired with the people around me???
Note: I know I may hurt people who read this post but since you are the one reading it
I did not put a gurantee on top that you will not get hurt!
