Trust....
Thursday, 17 December 2009,9:41 am
人与人之间要有信任
不管是朋友也好，同事也好，家人也好
都要有信任
可是人往往会应为自己的自私而背叛了
彼此自间的信任。。。
大家有所不知
我有一位非常疼爱我的阿姨
我敢肯定她给我的爱是超乎各位的阿姨给你们的爱
当我在我在我最失落的时候
是她在我身旁安慰帮我走出悲伤
我还知得当时我 Mah Mah 去世的时候
大人们都在医院留我和我的弟妹们在家
当时我妈妈打了一通电话回来
要我帮她通知我婆婆他们
当时我是有点愣住了英伟事情来得太突然
在我打电话给婆婆时我崩溃了。。。
在电话另一旁的阿姨二话不说
马上赶了下来。。。
这一次轮到她崩溃了
而我只能在另一旁的电话陪她哭，
安慰她，根本无法帮到她。。。
她的崩溃是因为‘信任’ 这两个字
阿姨因为想多了解 X 而给她，她所要的自由与信任
可是因为 X 把阿姨的信任当作是理所当然的
而得寸进尺，出了国一通电话也不打，
一去就去了一整晚。。。
因为 X 得失踪，害得阿姨整晚在外跑
希望能找到失踪的 X
这整晚的折腾不止没找到 X ，还害得阿姨因过渡紧张而昏倒。。。
她们之间的信任可以这么解释
相信你，你背叛了我，害我被重任责备， 说我让你太放肆
可是如果我背叛你，你却因此不再信任我，而会对我冷淡
这个游戏这么变都是你赢
可是为了能多了解你， 阿姨也心甘情愿的玩这一把
可是她输了， 又有谁能体谅她能？
责备她的人可佛往这个角度去看事情，
去了解她所做的一切， 而不是因为一时的恼羞成怒而把所有的罪名
都让她扛。。。
在这里有几句话想跟阿姨说：
‘在这个世界上我有两个妈妈，
一个是非常信任我又有点傻傻的妈妈，
另一个就是非常疼爱我，把我当成女儿看待的你！
不要因为这一次的难题而不开心
雨过了就会天晴
希望你能快点走到天晴的那一边！’
Phui Shan Is BACK!
Saturday, 5 December 2009,4:06 pm
OMG!
How freaking long have I not blog???
1 Month? 2 Months?
But I know it is long enough for me to almost forget
That I even have a blog....
Have been busy withs school projects and stuff
But say I busy also abit werid
Cause I know out there,
There are people who are way way more busy than me
And they are not complaining and me
With lesser stuff to do is complaining away....
But still...
Compared to my previously more free days
I am indeed busy
But what to do
It is end of year
My favourite and busiest month of the year is here again =)
Its the season of seeing everyone's happy faces
During the events I organise
And the best thing is having fun together and seeing
People who I have not meet meeting regularly =)
Yesterday went to a friend's graduation from his specialisation course
Then did I realise everyone is growing up
Now than I realise
How much have we grown since Secondary school days
Everyone are busy with their own stuff
Having lesser and lesser time to meet up
Like a Chinese saying something about there is always a time
Where everyone will go their own ways and not meet again
This is something which I everytime thought of....
When is that day coming for our 'family'...
I am not being saddist you see
But more like be prepared for such stuff
Cause when it really comes
I wouldn't be so sad since its been 5 years since we gathere together
To call ouselves 'FAMILY'
These past few months make me few that
This family is breaking up little by little
I really wonder when is the time
Its gonna shatter whether it is for the good or for the bad
But to the bright side
It may not shatter and we will still be meeting each other
Even when we are using walking sticks
Hahhaha =)
How I wish that day will be part of my future =)
Emo-ing aside
Happiness is something I use to describe my EOY gatherings
Everyone will try to come
I can see from the effort of everyone
To block of their busy schedule for this special day
I really appreciate it =)
Quoting from WanTing =)
These gatherings are a sense of motivation for me to work harder
Regardless of school or other stuff
Its like after a month of stress
Seeing people at the gathering simply throw away all stress which I accumulated
Always leave the gathering with laughter and joy =)
I am really tired....
Really really tired...
But have to perk up as there are more to come
Whether is it joy, laughter or stress =)
Everyone Fighting~
Ciao~
