无话可说...
Friday, 5 March 2010,6:23 pm
Things tend to turn the other way when you think everything is going the right way...
You never know what is gonna happen in the future...
One minute you may think you have what you want and the next these things just slip away....
Everyone know my temper...
Bad as always but is it the 'bad' at the peak??
I think not.....
I have a feeling that the level of 'bad' which I think my temper is, is too high to be seen by anyone or myself....
I think if it is gonna happen, relations will be lost and anything that had happened will be completely forgotton...
Not worth the memory space to remember any happy moments....
I have such thoughts over and over again....
But everytime I just give myself some dumb hapy moments to push away such thoughts
Thinking that is my own selfishness to have such thoughts
But is it really me????
I really sometimes wonder....
I really hope this time round I will be able to convince myself that everything is my fault
And treat as if nothing happens
I really hope so
But this time round the feeling is stronger than I think I can handle
If I really change I hope I will not regret....
Beware the highest level of temper may be out.....
A new me may appear bah
I really dont know.....